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[14 Nov 2004|01:37pm] [ mood | pissed off ] i think i might move... NOW!! I know Kandace will miss me... and Ashley... and Chap'al.... But i know no one else will miss me!!! everyone else just uses me and then screws me over!!! thanks alot Assholes! 05 Fallen | Your Thoughts

[10 Nov 2004|03:13pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | me and my sniffals ] I feel as if i have lost everything.... as if i have lost my best friend... as if i have lost my heart... as if i have lost the only person i could really talk to... as if i have lost my soul.... I feel like i am a failure in everything i do... i feel like crying my life away... i feel like giving up on life alone.... i feel like i am alone in the world.... i want you to be here with me.... i want to stop crying..... i want to stop being a bitch.... i want to stop living i want to be happy again.... i want to have a smile on my face.... i want you to miss and love me..... i need a friend.... i need not to be afraid... i need YOU I wish you could understand the way i'm feeling right now... I wish you were here to hold my hand through this pain.... I wish you could see my hurt.... I wish you would make up your mind I swear everything is getting worse and worse.... *still heart broken* </3> I wish that if nothing gets better someone will PLEASE KILL ME </b> 03 Fallen | Your Thoughts

[08 Nov 2004|06:55pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | kandace typing ] as the frustration kicks in more then it was before.... the lying is what gets to me... not knowing why you did it.... not knowing how you don't understand... laying here all alone.... not holding anyones hand.... these are my emotions.... you'll never understand.... I wish we could start from the begining... maybe things would have turned out better in the end... these feelings i have for you.... they'll never go away.... I love you dearly.... </3 Holly Your Thoughts

[07 Nov 2004|10:05pm] Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn Your name: Weapon of Choice: Your dashing good looks Your Favorite Target: Emo-kids Your Kill Count: 1,691,486,004 Your Battle Cry: "Touch me, I'm happy!" Years You Spend in Jail: 13 How Much Money In Damages You Cause: $22,476,618,169,556 Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 93% Quiz created with MemeGen! yeah my looks send people running in terror! Your Thoughts

[04 Nov 2004|07:20am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | furnal music ] HeartBroken again.... wutz the point... I'm giving up on love... </3 Physically and mentally in pain Holly Your Thoughts

[03 Nov 2004|03:14pm] I'm feeling much better now... but there are still things hanging above my head! school blows my balls... i work today... 4 to 8pm... and i'm hoping Tony doesn't forget he's suppost to come over when i get off! then i have tommara off... i get to go look at my senior pictures.. maybe i'll get to bring them home :) Friday i work from 4:30 to 8:30pm.... I also work sunday... 11am to 7pm... i don't know wut i'm gonna do saturday... so leave a comment or call me if you wanna do sumthing!!! <3 Holly 306.2409 02 Fallen | Your Thoughts

[01 Nov 2004|02:21pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | my thoughts running through my head ] Lost in a dream Nothing's what it seems Searching my head For the words that you said Tears filled my eyes As we said our last goodbyes This sad scene replays Of you walking away Time and again She repeats, "Let's be friends." I smile and say, "Yes." Another truth bends, I must confess I try to let go, but I know We'll never end 'till we're dust We lied to each other again But I wish I could trust God, help me please, on my knees Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much Now there's nothing we trust How could this be happening to me? I'm lying when I say, "Trust me." I can't believe this is true. Trust hurts. Why does trust equal suffering? My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much That in nothing we trust Absolutely nothing we trust. By Megadeath "Trust" ... and in a way it describes what i am going through.... </3 Heart Broken Holly Your Thoughts

[31 Oct 2004|09:45am] [ mood | frustrated/sad ] [ music | the taping of a knife on a table ] I fucking hate myself... I wanna take this 5" knife and stab it right through my broken heart! just so i don't feel this pain anymore! just let me die.... you selfish bastard.... i know you don't care! *Crying* </3 Heart broken Holly 01 Fallen | Your Thoughts

[26 Oct 2004|10:34pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | landry ] Guess who might have a new job... lol i don't know which one i want tho :-/ Your Thoughts

[26 Oct 2004|10:34pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | landry ] Guess who might have a new job... lol i don't know which one i want tho :-/ Your Thoughts

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